In 2011, I

Was accepted into BYU as a student
Put deposit down for a dorm room shared with a delightful friend
Attended my brother's wedding to possibly the nicest young lady I know
Fulfilled my dream of ten years of performing in Les Miserables
Performed my duties as "head flower girl" at my best friend's wedding
Decided that my new brother-in-law is pretty great, even if I do tease him about his affinity for Germany nearly every time I see him
Graduated while my sister was on her honeymoon
Flew out to my second home town to visit my people and rediscovered how hilarious my uncle is and just how crazy smart and quirky my grandpa is
Went to Yellowstone for the first time in years
Found a snake in my basement and didn't scream
Dreamed about where I want to travel internationally over the next couple years
Spent more money in two months than I ever have before
Bought enough kitchen supplies to fill six boxes (I'll never need a wedding registry after this)
Packed up my tiny room to move into a slightly large one in the neighboring town
Met my roommates
Decided singles wards weren't terribly awful
Picked an exciting major that I have yet to officially declare
Learned how to REALLY study
Learned how to study in the law library where grad students don't try to flirt with you
Learned how to fit a key into a lock in the pitch black
Saw Lea Salonga in concert
Discovered that going to bed before midnight really isn't so bad (most the time)
Turned nineteen and forgot to continue my tradition of looking at the clock at exactly 9:59 AM
Met my niece for the very first time and felt a bond that only youngest girls can understand
Moved into the nicest on-campus housing available and subsequently discovered that I will feel comfortable entertaining guests next semester
Studied in the dean's office for a week straight
Survived finals
Worked my first 9-5 job
Realized this has easily been the happiest year of my life so far

I used to spell it "collage"

College is fantastic. Moving out was a far better idea than I could have ever imagined 5 months ago when I first put down a deposit.

I've been attending classes for one week and think I may have found my major! At the tail end of my first Intro to Food Science class, the coordinator was showing the various course requirements the college has food science majors take. While I was terribly interested in the major, the amount of chemistry and math classes needed to graduate frightened me off. Just as the bell was ringing, he pulled up another slid and told us of a second option in the major that focused more on the business and management side of food science. I could not believe how excited I was as I rushed out of the classroom to Dad's office on the other side of the building.

Food industry management has a lot of what I do want (business, economics, nutrition, marketing) while cutting out some of the things that initially scared me away from food science (8 chemistry classes cut down to only 2). Also, it appears that I can get a minor in business simply by taking all the classes food science requires AND (according to my favorite professor) getting a BS in food science looks good on MBA admission applications. Degree-holding professionals are always in demand (29 of the 30 spring graduates from this major already have jobs) and BYU has a lot of connections set up with companies to allow their students internship opportunities.

Looking ahead to an MBA might be premature since I'll be struggling just to pass American Heritage this fall. However, I've always pictured myself going on to get a higher degree and these last couple days have filled me with excitement and even peace because I've found my education path. Now let's see how long it takes me to change my mind about my major after I've officially declared it.

Q: I wanna be a ________ when I grow up. A: College graduate.

I've been lying a lot. The general population's favorite question to ask me (besides "how are you?") is what I'm thinking of studying in college. Typically I joke that I have a list of 15 majors that I'm trying to narrow down and that they'll be the first to know when I declare my decision.

Well.

I counted up my list of majors and it's closer to 30 than it is to 15. See here:

Accounting
Actuarial science
Communications- public relations or advertising
Computer science
Dietetics
Economics
Facility and property management
Family and consumer sciences education
Food science
Landscape management
Linguistics
Management
Media arts studies
Music education
Nursing
Nutritional science
Political science
Public health
Recreation management and youth leadership
School health education
Social science teaching
Sociology
Sound recording technology
Statistics
Visual arts
Wildlife and wild lands conservation

If I knock off one per week this summer, I'll only have to decide between 14 polar opposite fields. I think that should keep my free hours during the vacation months filled.

Today I accepted the friend request of a former neighbor. Any doubts I had about friending someone I haven't talked to in ten years were immediately put to rest when I scrolled through her profile page to find this gem:





I showed it to Momma, who told me that the reason the princesses were dressed like ugly step sisters is this:
"Their mother was not invited to the royal wedding and dressing her daughters like cartoon villains was her way of taking her revenge out on the event. "
I'm still a little confused by Momma's logic, but she does watch celebrity television shows on a regular basis, so I'll trust her thoughts in this area.

Franny Francis Baby Michelle. He also goes by Michael.

I love rediscovering Beatles songs. They have such a vast library of hits and you can easily forget some of the songs you like most for weeks on end. I think that's one of the reasons I love them so much.

Francis just left on a jet plane to go beach camping. I'm not sure how I'll fair without our morning singalongs in the car. Luckily, he only gets to spend the weekend with our nephews before returning back home and I'll be absent from home during most of that time. I think if I wasn't so busy the next few days I'd go crazy without my favorite friend.

Acceptance

My first order of business after learning that I was admitted to BYU:
Tell my parents

My second order of business:
Begin a list of kitchen supplies I want for my college kitchen




While I was recovering from my wisdom tooth removal this summer, I watched Julie and Julia every single day. And then I would cry at night (medicine makes me emotional, which is my worst nightmare) because I couldn't eat real food.

Anyways, there was a quote that I would play over and over again because it really resonated with me:

"You know what I love about cooking? I love that after a day when nothing is sure and when I say nothing, I mean nothing, you can come home and absolutely know that if you add egg yolks to chocolate and sugar and milk, it will get thick. That's such a comfort."



That will be my luxury while I'm away at school. I'm a firm believer that everyone needs a luxury to make them thrive and relax and feel like life's worth living, even when everything else says it's not. Cooking will keep me sane and happy at college and maybe it will even help me gain those 15 pounds I've been promised by myths all my life.


I'm beginning to realize that I'll need to have a job in order to sustain this luxury (All-Clad pans and almond extract don't come cheap), but sanity is worth its weight in minimum wage and tips.

Nicknames

1. Angi
2. Annie
3. Angelaman
4. McAngela (alternatively: McAnne)
5. Kangus

#2 reminds me of the MJ song my middle brothers used to sing to me all the time

I don't instant message, but I thought this was an intriguing illustration.



Albeit sappy, I think it has a good message. How often do we not say the complimentary and real thoughts that are on the tip of our tongue?

On a similar subject...
As someone who is naturally quiet, I find that I enjoy the simple act of talking far more when I treat it as an art.
My current classic read for English is 1984 and I love the part when the protagonist is listening to his comrade fanatically describe the Party's plans to eventually eliminate all the synonyms and antonyms in their language. It reminded me of how lucky I am that my native tongue has so many intricacies that allow you to create a truly unique voice for yourself. In fact, I find that I can often pick out the author of an essay in our English class merely from reading a few sentences of their paper.
Lately I've decided to open up more to people and I think one of the best ways I can show others my personality and all the quirks that come with it is the way that I choose and phrase my words.

Guess That Person: Round One

Correctly identify the person that the following images and film remind me of and you'll win! What will you win? Probably something valuable and delicious.

Why I love J.Crew:



Orginally $74. On sale for $44. Add on the 40% off weekend sale and I just purchased a gorgeous, well-made cardigan for $26.40.
Ka-ching.

today in class

Teacher: Don't get too comfortable in your new seat selections. We'll be moving around a lot during the period, so don't fall in love.

Boy in the next seat who I've been crushin' on: I guess we shouldn't fall in love.

(laughter)

Immediate inside-my-head response: Too late.






I felt like such a tween.